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Nihilism

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Void 02:58
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There is no purpose No use in existence Our lives are meaningless Everything you hold dear Holds no value It’s all worthless It’s all bullshit Everything that makes you happy Will crush you Will break you down to nothing What you truly are Then you will know the truth What I already know That there is no purpose No use in existence That our lives are meaningless Everything you hold dear Is nothingness Its all pointless Its all in vain Everything that makes you smile Will blow away Crumple in the wind Reduce you to tears Burn you to ashes Grid you to dust
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I cannot see this world That I have found myself in No light may penetrate This cosmic void Bottomless emptiness Fills my chest Nothing can keep me going Nothing can save me now I cannot find my way out, I have no guiding light What can I do now but crawl forward And hope that someday I will find the edge Of this unwavering darkness What is man But yet another beast Scrounging in the dirt Trying to find some purpose in this We are pure insignificance What meaning is there to be found? Does anything really matter? No! A wave of ice slowly creeps into my skin My flesh begins to tremble, my eyes lose focus, my limbs weaken I begin to fall I know not what can be done I know not what lies in store For I have lost all direction For I have lost all purpose I begin to wander The bleak and desolate wastes I have found myself in chains Slowly growing colder with each step I hope the next may be my last For I long for the sun to set on my life The dusk of my existence The sweet kiss of nothing All that was once bright Now lays dead and dormant No light touches this hallowed ground Thick cracks carve its surface Thick cracks carve my surface I begin to fade Forever I shall be, the wanderer Lost in a sea of desolation
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Dead 08:28
Wandering the frozen wastes I have lost all direction I grow tired of this existence It no longer brings me pleasure Nothing feels purposeful anymore I’m simply going through the motions I feel a painful sorrow A solemn acceptance of what truly is for what I long to be for what I long to be for what I truly am Dead To be gone from this world Dead And buried in the ground Dead I long to be dead Its not what I was But what ive become Dead Dead Dead I long to be dead Its not what I was But what ive become The sweet kiss of steel Caresses my skin Life pours from my veins I feel the dawn drawing ever closer I raise the barrel to my skull The path to nonexistence I twist and grind it into my temple Preparing for the end I say my last goodbyes Dead To be gone from this world Dead And buried in the ground Dead I long to be dead Its not what I was But what ive become Dead Dead Dead I long to be dead Its not what I was But what ive become
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“Forever I shall be, the wanderer, lost in a sea of desolation.”


“I began writing this album in late 2015 as a way to cope with the worst depression I’ve ever felt in, what was, the worst year of my life. The cause isn’t important, as it is no longer important to me, but I will tell you I’ve never been at a lower point for confidence, self-image, or happiness. I spent a lot of time sulking in dark rooms pouring my depression into the guitar, and slowly, I crafted a concept, a character to mirror my emotions, someone I could reflect on and fantasize into something more fantastic. Through this character I expressed my disdain for the world. He expresses all my rage, my disgust, my fear, my sorrow, and my, at the time, total and complete longing for death, for nothingness to wash over me and take me away from the constant pain of being. This album is the single most personal thing I’ve ever written, I quite literally recorded my real pain and sorrow into these tracks, sulking and delving deeper into these emotions before every tracking session. I welcome you to experience my sorrow and grief and proudly present Nihilism.” - Heathen


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Heathen: Vocals (Tracks 2,3,5), Guitar, Bass

Kohld: Drums, Synth, Vocals (Track 4)

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released March 20, 2017

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